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Post by Alanna on Jan 18, 2008 22:27:01 GMT -5
Julianne listened. She didn't look at him as he spoke. He was going away? He couldn't, he can't. She needed him here with her. Couldn't he see. She was silent for a few minutes. She was fighting with emotions. Juli didn't want him to see them. When she thought she had them undercontrol she tried. "I want to go with if you go, or youstay here with me", her voice cracked with held back emotion. She felt a fool for it too. Why couldn't he just be normal and hold her, kiss her, trat her like others had done and tried with her or her friends. She looked at him and quickly looked away not wanting to make all these conflicting feeling show. Hamlet ment a lot to her. She didn't know Raphael that well so she could say nothing about the man but he makes her laugh and smile. But Hamlet and her they had time together and little scerets and talks and ariendship, perhaps more? But one thing was for sure he couldn't leave her, she wouldn't let him, not if he didn't kow how long he would be gone. Each day would kill her even more, if he was gone too long, than when he simply went to the castle for a bit before they saw eachother again.
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 18, 2008 22:37:01 GMT -5
Hahaha!! Thats right Hamlet break the poor girls heart. look at her. The voice mocked him and he closed his eyes and turned his head away. just like before! Do it Hamlet! do it! tell her she isn't worth sh*t to you. He glances at her as she keeps avoiding eye contact with him and he could sense her hurt feeling. He knew she wouldn't agree with what he chose. He frowns when she spoke and he lightly scooted closer and leans to the side to look her in the face. "I can't do that Juli.... I don't-" He pauses looking at her. He almost didn't know how to word it instead of making it sound totally wrong. "I don't want you to be envolved in this type of affair." He looks at her. " These men are after me! they want me dead... Juli." he loweres his head as her moves off of the porch and moved infront of her this time. One knee on the ground as he crouched there infront of her. Lifting his hands to where it rested onto her own hands his head tilted to the side, sincere look on his face. "If something happened to you I wouldn't forgive myself. At lest... I know if.-If your here you'll be safe." He tries to look her in the eyes. "Please Juli...."
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Post by Alanna on Jan 18, 2008 22:48:24 GMT -5
Julianne listened but refused to meet his eyes. She didn't care what he said if it ment he wanted her to stay put safe in her little bubble of safeness. Even as he knelt before her taking her hands she still looked away. It made it worse that one of the tears she fought back fell down her cheek. She jumped up, almost like he was soemthing that might eat her. She looked at him. One by one locking the emotions under her control. But she was still hurt he was going to leave. That was to hard to hide. "I'm sorry. I should have never asked", she said voice shaking instead now. Juli gave him a small smile. She couldn't bring her-self to speak again. Arms went around her belly sort of hugging her-self. Why did he have to toy with her so? It seemed everytime they were together these days he found a way to muddle with her emotions. Yet now more than ever she longed for him to stay and not go away. Strange no?
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 18, 2008 22:56:14 GMT -5
As she rose and moved from him he frowns but stands up. His head lowered lightly and he guessed that if he went to step towards her she would most likely retreat from him for she reacted strangely when he touched her hands. Looking down at his feet in the grass he breaths in deeply and silently. Stings... doesn't it? wicked laughter erroded in his skull and he cringed only slightly and turned his head away. When she spoke finally he looks to her, lookig to her tear stained face which killed him to witness.. But no he made up his mind. He didn't want her to follow him and end up getting hurt. he couln't handle it.. he couldn't handle the thought of something happening to her. How could he protect her when he couldn't even protect his self?
"I'm sorry.." He murmmured. He hesitated before advancing fowards to where he was back up on the porch. Lowering his head for a second before looking to her. "I'm not doing this to hurt you.. Juli.. you know that right?" He looks at her as his jaws tighten and he swallows harshly. " I'll be back. If you- want I could stay here for a few days..." His eyes traveled to the ground again and he paused waiting for her answer. He hated doing this, he felt like sh*t like he was breaking up with her or something. Urgh... he couldn't wait for this to be over.
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Post by Alanna on Jan 18, 2008 23:08:23 GMT -5
Juli listened. A sort of ironic smile was given. "We never mean for such things to hurt but they always do anyway", she said. Strange how the words sounded when they were ment to comfert her-self and him. It sounded ood when she told it to others but not so much now. Clearing her throat she whipped her face. Thankfully when she cried the only show of it was alwas wet cheeks and nothing more. She was one of the few who could cry and not worry about getting all red and splochy from it. "I do not mind if you stay. You are always welcome to stay", she whispered to him. Taking a breath she moved closer to him. "Just as long as you always come back safely", she added a soft whisper which the only reason he would hear was she was so close. A hand lifted slowly and gently touched his lips, moving slowly to his cheek before she looked away. Hand slowly dropped. What was she doing?
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 20, 2008 23:13:53 GMT -5
Hamlet watches Julianne. How could this girl have strong effect on him? That every time she came near him he found his self holding his breath and anticpating her next move. Its weird how she had this hold on to him one that was crippling, that with the slightest of her touch he could fall weak in the knees. What was this emotion?? Why did it have such a strong hold onto him? He looks at her when she speaks and though she seemed to be trying to play strong he shook his head taking a step closer but stopping. " The facts of life?" he said looking at her. His head lightly moves to the side as he continues eyeing her as though he was greedily taking in her features, her body, her pure picture-esque beauty.
He watched as she wipped away those tears from her gorgeous face and he looks down. So badly he wanted to just hold her there and whisper it was gonna be alright. But he knew his boundries. He couldn't. Looking down he listens as she steps closer and lightly rubs the side of his face. "Don't I always?" He raises his head looking at her as she pulled away but he went in as she moved back. Lightly putting his hands on her waste he moved in for a hug, resting his chin atop her head.
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Post by Alanna on Jan 20, 2008 23:39:36 GMT -5
Facts of life indeed. Funny how things worked out that why wasn't it. yet she delt with it daily just never personally till he came about. The world worked in strange ways no. It was wonderful the kind of passion the two had so overpowering in a way. Yet they always seemed to torture eachother. Stranger more so. Silvery blue eyes on him at his simple words. She gave him the smallest of smiles. It was a small comfert. Very small. The hurt of him leaving was new still. At first she didn't relise it as he put his arms around her wasit and hugged her. When she did she seemed to relax in his hold. Eyes closed and she gripped the front of his shirt face agaisnt his chest. Saying nothing just yet. "If you don't I will be very mad at you", she informed him not moving. This would have made her giggle if she wasn't so dead serious about it. Slowly she looked up not yet letting him go. Eyes searching. The last time they meet before today they kissed before Atticus came about. He did so after making her promise that she would know he would always be sorry. Even know she had no idea what he was talking about. The kiss was a surprise on its own. What would happen if it wasn't one on impulse she wondered. A hand let go but she still held him with the other. Her hand went behind his head and bent his head down slightly as she stood on her tip toes slightly. Lips pressed agaisnt his in a soft kiss. She let go of him slowly watching his face to see what he would let show.
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 21, 2008 20:25:47 GMT -5
He listens to her reasoning and he shrugs lightly making her move with him as she giggled. " Well... I would be mad at myself." he laughs he looks down at her as she looks up at him and he gives a soft small smile. As she bent his head down he moved with it and pressed his lips against her own in a gentle yet affectionate kiss in return. He couoldn't really react on it for now he heared Raphael walking out.
Raphael had been in the house for a while and he was allowing them to talk. BUt for now he was starting to get curious at what was going on. Grabbing his shirt off of the table. Sticking it on he hadn't seen their kill but was rather impressed at seeing them so close together. Hamlet lightly let go of Juli and stepped aside, leaning lightly on the edge of the porch swaying back and forth on his feet. Raphael looks to Juli. "Not interrupting something am I?"
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Post by Alanna on Jan 21, 2008 20:39:58 GMT -5
Julianne heard the footsteps comming and took a step back as Hamlet broke away. Brushing her hair back she looked to the door as Raphael came out. A light blush was set on her cheeks. Giving him a smile as though it wasn't there. "No. We were just.... discussing something", she said having casting for a word to use. Discussing indeed. A glance at Hamlet before she threaded her arm into Raphaels and walked into the house not giving him a chnace to say anything else. Letting go once halfway across the room again. "One moment", she said to them as she left the room going to the door which she herd open and close. After a bit she returned having stopped Drew who lived with her and her father before he settled in. Having sent him out to fetch the horses she picked up her cat. Going in the kitchen again she looked to see what the two did in the time she left them alone.
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 21, 2008 20:56:19 GMT -5
Raphel looks to Juli as she threaded her arm into his and heared Hamlet following. He felt as though something was going on and he was just not being told what. He breaths in and looks down at his feet as she moves and lets go of him. His eyes traveled to the Prince he didn't even look towards him but rather picked up the Kitten. His head lightly tossed to the side as he was trying to make an effort of amends with this Prince fellow and he breaths in. "Cute... Whats her name?"
Hamlet felt a bit of pang hit him as she moved fowards and grabbed Raphael but he followed after obediantly. Listen to him.. following her like he was dog. He shook his head as he swooped down to pick up his kitten and stroked the small beast as she purred rather loudly. Her eyes closed as she just leaned into his scratching. When Raphael spoke to him Hamlet hesitated in answer. Why is he even speaking to you? Just kill this guy already Hamlet... His eyes stayed on him as though they were looking at some foriegner. oh look.. We see what he is doing.. Don't trust him Hamlet. he is trying to seep in to the friend zone.. and once he has BAM! a stab in the back! He lightly flinched as the voices screamed in his skull and he looks down at Jynx as he was trying to concentrate on rubbing her. Kill him before he kills you, "Jynx."
Raphael rose his brow as he watched the Prince's antics and found it very peculiar. Maybe.. he wasn't lieing about hearing things? well either way he didn't see Juli being to safe with being around him. he could hurt her! Maybe he should speak with Juli privately.. and soon. just to see more about this.. Hamlet. When she came back into the room he smiled pleasently at her, "Some one came home I am guessing?"
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Post by Alanna on Jan 21, 2008 21:08:19 GMT -5
Julianne smiled to them. It was better then there macho act earlier. Now there was just a sort of unsurety to the two. "Yeah that was just Drew. My father sort of adopted him in a way so he lives here. I sent him to go get the horses. But seeing how your horse was he will be a while", she said. Setting Queen on the table she looked to Hamlet then him again. "Have you any place to stay while here", she asked Raphael, " if you don't we have a room you can stay in. " The house was big. One the biggest besides the kingdom's nobles houses. Seeing how her family was one the richest merchant families in the kingdom and all. Juli waited for an answer. Her fatehr wouldn't protest to Hamlet at all. Raphael might have to help with a few chores but the old man was very laid back about most things as long as his little girl was safe.
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 21, 2008 21:26:16 GMT -5
His brow rose as he listens to Raphael and Juli. He clears his throat and then looks to the kitten in his arms. Seeing as she noticed Queen on the table she thought she had to be up there too. With one hand he took her and set her gently on the table, staring off for a second. If he stays here with Juli... Just think of all the things that will happen when your gone. So much for wanting to stick with her as just YOUR girl Hamlet. Hamlet's eyes moved up again as he watched the two in silence. Maybe... maybe he should take her along with him? he shook his no... but he if left her here.What if he and Raphael got close? He stands up quickly and looks to Juli. "I wanna talk to you for a second... Private." he said as he moved his head to the side.
Raphael looks to Juli and nodded. "Ruse should be fine now." he lightly shrugged his shoulders. HIs horse was a faithful and it seemed as though Ruse had a mind of his own. He kept going until they had gotten to a town. and though he had pretty much lied. It wasn't a robbery. Infact Raphael was juped by a woman who was quick with a bow. if on;y he had Laios- wait.. no. LAios was dead to him now. He was broke out of his silence when she asked if he had some where to stay. Well truthfully he didn't he was planing on going to the saloon and find some one and.. well- you figure out the rest. He shook his head. "Thats awefully kind of you.. but I wouldn't want to intrude.. really." When in real language that was saying. Sure... I would love to stay here then selling my body (LMAO!). When Hamlet suddenly jumped up it actually startled him and he looks to Juli then back to Hamlet.
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Post by Alanna on Jan 21, 2008 21:43:49 GMT -5
Julianne nodded lightly at his comment about Ruse. When he spoke she was about to say something. Tap to the dance of polite acts so to say. Insist that he wouldn't be inturding. But Hamlet spoke up. She looked at him and then Raphael. "Hold that thought", she said to him. Nodding to Hamlet she motioned for him to follow and she stepped out in the hall amd oved sitting on the stairs. "Yes", she asked softly making sure to keep her voice low. You could never tell who was listening to your conversations.
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Post by Hamlet on Jan 27, 2008 19:53:03 GMT -5
He followed her off into another room and he starts pacing only slightly. "I realized something Julianne." He muttered gently. He didn't exactly know how to go at it because his own mind was becoming like scrambled eggs but he paused for a second. "I want you to come with me. I know I said I didn't want to. But the more I thoght about it. the more it began to bug me. I can't leave you." He said looking at her as he slightly frowned. "Please say you'll go..." He said looking at her. his eyes were almost wide with a frenzy as he held his breath for a moment.
Raphael watched as they exited the room and then breathed in. Urgh he had to get out of here. he wandered if who ever was back with his horse. he moved towards the front door and lightly opened it and stepped out side. Nope.
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Post by Alanna on Jan 27, 2008 19:59:13 GMT -5
Julianne listened patiently. When he finished she stared at him blankly for a moment. Trying to start her brain up again. Was he toying with her? After a moments pause she blinked. "Hamlet I swear if your playing with my emotions..", she trailed off haorsely. She took a breath. "If you say it you can't change your mind again", she said voice low her eyes never leaving him.
Drew had went a fetched the horses and came back keeping whatever pace the gelding could handle. At last theyreached the house and he lead his horse and Ruse to the back where the small stable was. He looked to the man who was back there. "Yours", he asked nodding to Ruse with a questioning look. He let his Bandit go who troted in the stable to wait to be put away.
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